Friday, October 2, 2009

insomnia and secret talking computers

My insomnia is worse than ever i think. eek it's 618 and I'm not asleep. sad. tomorrow comes my light box. I'm thrilled with the possibility of improvement and progress. i know a lot of secrets. I just realized that. I'm like a confidant for most people. october 4th is lauren's birthday. 5th is vince's dont' let me forget. saturday we are going to keys on main for laurens birthday. everybody should come. I hate the political climate in the us. it makes me want to remove my eyes with spoons and bathe them in acid. I just want logic to trump fear and emotion... just once in my life. it's like an allegory to my life (i don't know if i used that term correctly). I talked through a computer today. it was very strange. i felt so techy. my room is freezing. not like chilly freezing... like a tray of ice cubes in an igloo. i am an ice cube. my blankets form my igloo. Igloo is such a silly word. I like it.

i need new chucks, new jeans, a bk mocha joe (probably 2) and breakfast at 1230. i don't see any of those happening in the next 12 hours. sad.

mario is back. that makes me happy. i haven't been able to get a hold of him, but I'm exicted.

i want to do something fun tomorrow hit me up if you're interested...

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