say cheese! it gives you fat fingers. er;; dsof@

but surely I digress... I always liked that saying... but surely i digress, let me dive right into it. people never cease to amaze me. whether that's good, bad, or indifferent, is not the point. the point is the sense of wonderment and wondering what it meant. I'm spent. I haven't slept well in days. I feel in a general malaise. like the rat that just can't quite get through the maze. fuck cheese. is that really a sufficient reward for navigating this convoluted maze. That's the question I struggle to answer. what if I don't want the cheese... what if i just want to sit and admire the complexity of the maze. I'm not sure what i want... and If i want the cheese, what kind of cheese do I want. where do I buy this cheese. who stole my cheese (read that book) i think my cheese is swiss. it has unfilled holes in it. But surely, I digress ;)

my fingers moved. i'm not going to retype it. it wasn't that poignant anyway. i was just rambling on. fat fucking fingers. le sad - o... that's french and spanish for sad.

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