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i watched traitor. probably give it a 7 out of 10.
i need to shave. I look like brigham young.
tomorrow is monday.
I thought today was monday all goddamn day :(
friends of mine that killed the rabbit are beginning to bear fruit.
one down, a couple soon, and a couple a little further down the road.
best of luck to all of you. (it's crazy how many of you people there are)
played basketball today. first time in like 2 years. it was silly. but I remembered that I love basketball.
my arms are sore :s
i haven't seen a lot of my friends in what seems like ages: Janessa, Whit, Angela 1 and Angela 2, Sarah 1, 2 and 4. camrann, joby, samantha and steve, chanda. this shit is unacceptable. somebody fix it for me.

finished the book on the alexander technique. very interesting and eye opening and hopefully life changing read.

I want to see Che when it comes to Utah theaters. Soderbergh's interpretation should be interesting to watch, and Benicio Del Toro as Che, should be equally as intriguing.

i want to play ping pong. :(

shit. i go sleep now. sleepy. i watch house.

besos

rented

my house in ogden is rented. yay. happy times. Have the deposit in hand, tenant moves in feb 1st. I'll have more free time, and more expendable money, and I'm rather pleased. I need to get a passport. I want to go live in mexico for a couple or few weeks or maybe go to macchu piccu in peru. alguien que habla espanol pueda accomponarnos. muy divertido. go barack! i am very pleased by the job he has done, and for propelling the right wing pundits to lose their heads and switch genres to comedy. i love listening to the hannity insanity, the limbaugh him-haw, the oreilley o really it's just cute. theyre like little kids so sad their team lost :( I feel bad for tham. they need some hugs. ah... I want a hug too now.

anybody reading this that is 21... keep your tuesday night free and ready to party for mario's 21st birthdaty. all are welcome to come. It is going to be an epic time, and i suggest you take part in this once in a life time opportunity.

I'm still sore from the gym vince... le sigh. i need a massage. anyone want to go to the college and get one with me?

this is making no sense. I took an ambien, playing six poker tables and writing this and watching house. my appologies.

people often ask me what they can do to make themselves smarter. I, fortunately, have the answer to that question, but I haven't the time in my current state to expand. remind me, and i will delve into it in depth. Read about the method of loci, that will make your memory much much better.

wen wen bitches ;)

random randomness

My brother's birthday is in 43 minutes, so I have to stay up until at least then to call him. For those that don't know, I look up to my brother with complete admiration. He has taught me so much throughout my life. He is one of the few people in life that I can really relate to. He gets me. We think in the same way, we have a similar sense of humor, mannerisms, etc. and often get told that we are so much alike. To me, that is the greatest compliment in the world. I'm proud to be like him. He is always there for me, regardless, and I respect him as a person. He is the type of person that I would love to hang out with, even if he wasn't my brother. When I am with him, he makes me laugh, and often provokes me to broaden my horizons and think about things in a different way. Not many people are as lucky as me to have a brother like that, and I am very thankful.

chapter 2, begin anew.
tomorrow also marks a historic day. The first Black president ever. Not only that, but in my opinion one of the most intelligent, inspiring, and level-headed presidents we've ever had. I believe that he easily has the chance to go down as one of the greatest presidents in history. Now is a pivotal time for America, as well as for the world. God, Buddha, Allah, Jah, Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, xwede, Abraxas, Tengri, Yahwey, Jehovah, Elohim, Ra, Osiris, Ormazd, The Flying Spaghetti Monster, Zeus, Athena, Jupiter, Ek Onkar, or whichever deity you ascribe to bless him... and that same deity or plurality of deities bless America!

chapter 3, more ramblings from me.
Today I read the book the art of kissing (actually the sequel to the book, called the art of kissing questions and answers... i think). Lots of interesting stuff, and a good read. I could drop random interesting tidbits throughout, but I'll just put a few out there:
53% of women prefer a clean shaven guy to kiss
33% prefer a guy who has stubble.

86% of people experience a first romantic kiss in their early or mid-teens

about 50% of people think it's okay to kiss on a first date

the term french kiss came into the english language around 1923 as a slur
on french culture, which was thought to be overly concerned with sex.
the french call a condom une capote anglaise (an english hood/bonnet)
in france it is called a soul kiss or a tongue kiss

about 78% of men and 84% of women like to bite or be bitten during a kiss.

66 percent of people keep their eyes closed when they kiss

etc. etc. you get the point. the next book I am starting is a book on the alexander technique. If you don't know what that is, it's difficult to explain, especially in a little blog entry like this, so google it or pick up a book about it... it may just change your life :p

chapter 4, lane rambles some more
heating pads make me feel warm, and bathrobes make me feel fuzzy.
if i put the heating pad on me while i lay in my bed in my bathrobe, I feel warm and fuzzy. literally.
I got a gym membership. My ass is going to be in Miss Universe type shape in no time bitches ;)
I've recently undertaken the task of learning how to write chinese instead of just being able to speak it... and so far, easier than I thought, bu I have the shittiest hand-writing ever, and writing in chinese is even worse.
Porter should be rented asap. three cheers.
went to vegas a while ago. good times. I can't tell you more than that because what happened there, stays there. wink wink.
Wo ming tian de qu yin hang.
manana, tengo que ir al banque
domani devo andare alla banca
tomorrow, I have to go to the bank.
2 minutes til my brother's birthday
one.
better find my phone... when I come back it will be past midnight
back.
my condo is spotless.
I think I am going to watch the daily show and go to sleep soon.
I saw a special advertisement for laser hair removal that coincided with the current president's exit tomorrow. It said "finally bush will be gone forever" or something along those lines. I giggled.
I'm behind in my movie watching goal of 2009, I blame Cassie. I encourage her to fix this soon.
I want to make Brazilian limeade. I don't know where ze fuck the recipe is. :( Janessa, Whit, can either of you remember? :(
not drowsy, but i need to go to sleep.
Saw Samantha and Steve today at the evergreen. That was a pleasant occurrence.
Keith Olbermann
Rachel Maddow, I thank you both for your podcast.
Bill O'Reilly, I thank you as well... I always love a good comedy.
How many psychotherapists does it take to change a light bulb?
a: one, but the lightbulb has to want to change.
;)
okay. fuck. seriously. sleep.

la vita e bella.
ciao
baci

there's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home.
I feel like life is a series of circles. if you had never seen darkness, you wouldn't appreciate light... and so it goes with many things, until you experience the opposite emotion, feeling, experience etc. you can't ever fully appreciate the reciprocal feeling. Relish in pain, broaden your mind, use every bad experience to make the good ones shine and glisten and stand out with an intensity only appreciated because of the obstacles, impediments, stumbling blocks, and pain you've been through. Yout brain is a filter, make it one that filters things in a good way. The cup, half empty... or half full? you can't appreciate full until you appreciate empty. if the glass is 98% empty 2% full... the glass is 2% full, and that two percent means so much more just because of all the emptiness surrounding it.

An old friend of mine just recently became single. it's such a pleasure to hang out with him. I fucking love nice people. i dr0wsying off. besitos



just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful

c'est la vie

saudade. alas, I revisit you. two weeks from two years to the day. time, seasons, pain, joy, there's a certain unexplained synchronicity that delights and torments my mind. enough of that non-sense... I was going to write a fabulous blog entry, but no longer... Andrew has prepared freedom toast (french for all you non-patriots) and I shall stuff my gullet.

kisses...

french kisses ;)

freedom kisses ;) ;)

rodriguez should be mauled... and that's my final solution.

the fighting in gaza between the palestinians and israelis has intensified... somebody needs to come up with a final solution... to anyone to whom that was funny. thank you. i thought it was super funny. I met a girl in the mall a few days ago. she is the most adorable thing that I've ever seen. I went elementary style on her and made my friend whit deliver a note confessing my adoration for her. Lo and Behold, she texted and even thought I was cute. yay :) sometimes life is so fun. i am not going to lie... this blog should be great... but it isn't. I should write about this girl in depth. I'm super tired..

tomorrow I have to pay parking ticket
get make up
pay capital one card.
i need to remember that.

I'm thinking about joining the CIA. I need to look into that too.

I can't believe Bill Rodriguez. Stupid dumb ass. the democrats sure are messing up what could be a golden age for them..

in brighter news... frankin may actually win in minnesota.

i go sleep. shit i tired.

lovely.

besos.